What We Don’t Have to Give Up for Lent


Friday, February 15, 2013                Psalm 91:1-2, 9-16        
Julie Wilson

            I had never read this psalm before agreeing to write a Lenten devotion, so I wasn’t sure what to expect.  The writer begins the psalm with the calming invocation:  “You who live in the shelter of the Most High, who abide in the shadow of the Almighty, will say to the Lord, ‘My refuge and my fortress; my God, in whom I trust.’”  Ahh – a peaceful psalm.  I relaxed my shoulders, ready for a poem.  That is not what follows.  The psalm quickly turns very Old Testament, complete with references to pestilence, destruction, scourge and wickedness.  After naming all of the evils around him (and there are a lot), the psalmist asks God for protection from foes – seen and unseen.  And, after the litany of evils and fears listed, who wouldn’t?
            The happy ending you were looking for?  The petition is answered – with a condition.  The protection is granted because the Lord is the psalmist’s refuge.  In this psalm, God promises deliverance to those who love Him, protection for those who know his name, an answer when called, comfort in times of trouble, rescue, honor, long lives and salvation.  All of that is received in exchange for loving God.  It’s a pure illustration of God’s grace and the enormous gifts we receive in exchange for a seemingly small promise to love, honor and abide with God.
God’s protection is not granted because the psalmist gave up sweets or cheese or cursing or video games.  It’s been fun dinnertime conversation to talk about what would be hard to give up for Lent (Tom: ESPN, Julie: coffee, Ferrell: peanut butter).  Though Tom and I explain that we don’t observe the practice, it does make me think about how I show my love for God.  Why am I not better at thinking about the fact that God gave us His son so that we have eternal life?  How am I honoring Him?  Do I need the rigors of giving up something enjoyable to remind me to love God? 
Though it’s self-serving, my answer is no.  The very grace that is freely given is the grace that should be received gratefully.  I’ll continue my walk and search, remembering that I do need to keep up my end of the bargain to love and honor God and that He’ll keep up his end of the bargain, too – regardless of my certain failures.  Now, that’s refuge.

Prayer: Lord, make me an instrument of your grace.  Thank you for the gift of your son, which makes all things possible.  Your love is the most certain thing I know – even when I act like I forget.  Amen

Daily Challenge: Remember that God offers unconditional refuge and protection even when it doesn’t seem to be deserved or earned.

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